Introduction
Presuming that we are now grown up, we would not like to revisit the horrific memories of our past ( the teenage and high school) for they still haunt us till this day and maybe in future too. There might be some occasions where all the memories gets flashed back and we feel weak again. If we are making any sense now then please go through this article and the upcoming articles for they might tell you what has been the backend process and why did this happened at all.
In this article I’ll try to get in tuned with some of the thought processes and bullying act to be non physical.
Why They chose you..?
You don’t want to get their attention caught on you, right..? Or you don’t want to speak something silly that you get caught into wrong hands. Maybe people give a bad look for the clothes you wear, the way you look or talk, or maybe there’s something you are still lacking, what it’s called ‘ The Maturity ‘. These are all the questions and perhaps many more must be rising into your minds each time at every moment.
Well they all are brilliant and I’m stupid
Except for some the whole world is better than me and I seriously need to learn the basics first to be able to represent myself. This is the most rendered statement into our minds unconsciously and sometimes we feel it upfront and sometimes it vanishes but still dwells into the logics of our lonely mind.
I can never get out of this vicious circle
How come he/she already knows what I’m thinking and feeling now. Is he a wizard of this art, or maybe he’s just having a good psychology, but damn his friend also knows about me. He must have told him too that I’m weak and now they both will bully me. I don’t know but I feel scared and lonely but I can’t escape this, even I have tried for it but it’s just getting worse. Can God help me, oh no I’m not with my family but what would they think of me ? I’m their grown up child and should handle it all by myself but this is irresistible and don’t know where to start. No it’s not the time to get emotional, I need to be strong enough. I should be silent and I’ll speak nothing..!!
Well I’m getting into a lot of details but I want to touch you up with this and just want to tell you that the person who is doing this with you is weaker than you.
I just want to be alone
The only way I think to escape this is to be alone, no matter I shall not meet anyone. This way nobody can ever catch me doing my stuff and nobody will ever know that I’m still stupid. I will not get outside my room for people will get to know me by my face and what has been happening to me and they will make fun of me. I don’t know what’s happening to me and the time is flying by so quickly and I’m sleeping a lot.
My dear brother the biggest mistake you are doing is not stepping outside to meet different people.
I will be a looser my whole life
Nothing can be done and I have found out about myself that I’m certainly weak and I cannot speak up for myself. Maybe this not my fault and there must be some genetic reasons for it however making me weaker.
No brother never think like this about yourself.
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